They sat side by side in the conference room, Zack with a terminal in front of him as he did whatever work he did, while Cassidy painstakingly went through the chats. Most of them were a bunch of inane jack off sessions where the men were watching each other over their webcams and making comments back and forth. Cassidy read some of the conversations and realized that some of these guys were a bunch of lonely older men trolling the internet for “the one”. Some confessed to their chat partners that they were tired of the meaningless gay bar hook ups and looking to settle down with a long term partner. But, regardless of some of the sentimentalities, all of the chats ended in sexual encounters over the web or promises to hook up. Sadly, the more he read, the closer these guys came to being exactly like Cassidy himself. He nearly growled as he whipped out a page and thrust it at Zack in complete frustration.
“What’s this?” He asked. Zack looked at the chat and laughed out loud.
“Seriously? A ball gag? You don’t know what a ball gag is?” he asked the detective.
“Not that, Mr. Teak. I’m talking about ‘fisting”. What is ‘fisting’?” Zack sat back and grinned.
“Fisting is when a man sticks his whole hand and part of his arm up another man’s anus,” he replied matter-of-factly.
“Holy shit!” Cassidy paled as he realized what Teak was talking about. “And guys find that pleasurable? That must hurt like a mother fucker!” Cassidy watched as the other man shrugged his shoulders.
“It’s not for everyone, detective. Some men are pain sluts more than others.”
“Pain sluts? Jesus,” Cassidy said.
“It can be quite pleasurable. You know a little bit about anatomy, I take it?” Teak mocked. Cassidy didn’t like it one bit. “See, the anus is just like any other muscle. It can be stretched to accommodate quite large objects with time and patience. For a submissive, who wants to be fisted, the Dom must take his time preparing him or he can tear a man.” Cassidy huffed out a breath, horrified that anyone would want to do something like that. He’d taken several large cocks in his time but never anyone’s damn arm. He shook his head.
“Fuck. I’d bet.” He sat back and looked Teak up and down. “You really like delivering pain, don’t you, Teak?”
“It’s not about delivering pain, although some subs require just that. Each sub, just like each Dom, is different. It’s more about controlling and giving up control than delivering or receiving pain. And, in answer to your question, yes, I do like giving pain if that is what my sub needs,” the Dom said, so matter-of-factly. Cassidy laughed.
“I’m sorry, but I find it hard to believe that you give pain just for the sake of your sub’s needs. It sounds more like you are claiming that you dolling out a service that they can’t live without. Like some damned philanthropist or something,” Cassidy said snidely. Zack laughed tightly and Cassidy could tell that he was hitting home.
